Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Our Week

Hello,
Well the deployment is over, but I am still going to write on her to keep in touch. Seth got home yesterday, by the way the cermony is awesome. They play fun music, your there with other families and then the boys run into the gym and you get to see him stand in formation. Patiently waiting till they are dismissed to go squeeze him..lol The funnies part about the whole cermony is I made a sign that on one side it said I love you sweetie, and on the other side it said I want my sethers.. After they were dismissed I ran down to hug and kiss him and left the poster up in the stands with his family. His brother picked up and then when seth looked up there at his family Kevin was holding the sign that said I want my sethers, seth just shook his head and started laughing..lol
We stayed in our new house the first night, since he is still on a weird schedule we went to bed at 5pm and woke up at 3:30 and drove to dallas at 5am.. yeah today has been a long day..
We had breakfest with the fam then met some friends for lunch.
Later night we hooked up with rhoads and then we all went Bowling, which is always a blast. It was soo good to have my partner back.. I dont like bowling without him cause he we always kiss each other with the other one gets a strike.. so this past year If i went bowling it was a let down cause I didnt get my kiss. It feels soo good to have him here, the support, the love, and most of all to hold and kiss and hug him.
I love listnening to his stories that I have been waiting to here about for a long time. And the worst question that could be asked was asked today and I felt like dirt when he answered it. I never knew that. Its hard not being the center of attention with him right now, I really hat sharing but I know that everyone wants to spend time with him as well. But soon enough Ill get him all to myself.
Well he just climbed into bed so its time to get off here..
It might be a while until I update, but if your loved one is home or is coming home soon I wish the best of times with yall..

I love having him home and I dont ever want to let him go again

143 sethers...lol

Kate

Hes Home

YAY HE IS HOME>>

ITS FINALLY OVER...



HOPE EVERYONE GETS TO FEEL THE SAME EXCITMENT SOON..


KATE

Friday, November 17, 2006

Keys

I was handed the keys to our house on wed.. woop woop. I move in tommorow.. Im so freaking excited, the house is awesome and I got everything I wanted. I cant wait to move in and be living there..

And I have plenty of time to get it all set up before seth gets home.... YEHAAA

10


Kate

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Last Day

Well the day that i so badly wanted to come,,, finally got here. But it was weird, the day drug on forever, and everything that i could possible do today I did. I worked every space, cleaned up, and started crafts all in eight hours.. wow And at the end of the day i was sad, I had to leave this great job and all my friends that I have been working with for alomost a year now. I think about what I want to do when i get to Killeen and it scares me cause I have not a clue.

Im happy that today was the last day of work cause that means that seth is coming home..

but really im sad, cause im going to miss it..

Well life goes on someone once said.. and my party will never end...lol

SOme of my worries are slowly going away.. My motto is just fuck it.. if it happens it happens, if its bad its bad, if its good its good.. whatevers meant to be is whats meant to be..

I hope everyone had a good weekend.. mine was ok, i worked...lol

I cant wait for this week to go by, then next week is THANKSGIVING.. which im so excited about.. im hungry...lol

then sethers is home....

well enjoy your week


Kate

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

NOT AGAIN..

Well once again im SICK.. not sure whats wrong this time. I have all the signs of the flu. But then there are some added ones that make me think its a sinus infection.. who the heck knows..All I know is I better be healthy before next week. Next week will be very tiring, long and exciting all at the same time. Im packing to MOVE.. woop woop..lol
Finally my ticket out of Dallas.. but yet it saddens me to leave, i guess cause it has been home for a year and its what got me through this horrible deployment.. But the end is almost near.

I have started worrying again though... yeah that happens alot..
I worry that seth is going to be diffrent and were going to not get along and stuff like that. that iraq has changed him and he is not going to be the same. But then I have to tell myself that im overthinking it and that he has changed but for the good and the he will still love me. My other worries are, that our house isnt going to be ready in a week, and I wont be able to move in ontime and get our house ready for him to get home.
Then last but not least... alone time. I just dont think that we are going to get much alone time. His family is coming up the day before he gets back, which im ok with I guess. I mean i want him family to be there, but at the same time I really wish it was just me and him the first week. I just think we need that. But once again I am not the one who decides that. I dont want anyone hating me... then right after he gets back its christmas time.. and then were going to be coming back home for christmas and everyone is going to be here.. his whole family and my whole family.. i dont know i just feel like the grinch this year.. i guess cause I have missed seth and Im selfish and I just really want to be alone with him for a very long time.. I think I deserve that but not everyone agrees. But who knows whats going to happen, i guess i will travel that road when it gets here.. I just feel sorry for the people that piss me off, im already moody, bitchy and cranky. I want seth home and until that happens im just not in a good mood..
But hey what military wife is in a good mood all the time..

well have a good week

Kate